Resurrection Life Church is participating with over 700 other churches registered to participate in Awakening, an event to devote the first 21 days of the new year, 2011, to fasting and prayer. This blog is a journal to share the experiences of Laura C with this fast and, hopefully, to be an encouragement to those journeying with me. This is meant to be a place to share experiences as we die to ourselves and live for God.
Jan 17, 2011
Day 17: The financial side
Jan 16, 2011
Day 16: An exception
When I woke up this morning I looked in the mirror. No! Yesterday's coconut rash had now encased my lips with miniature bubble wrap. If I let it persist, it may break out all over my face. In this case, the wheat germ is more like a medicine. Therefore, I am making an exception for the wheat germ. I stirred some into an apple, nut, and berry mixture, which pleasantly tasted like apple pie. Within minutes of consumption, the roof of my mouth metamorphized into baby skin. The puffiness in my lips has held its ground, but I'm sure in time I will be able to look in the mirror and be satisfied with what I see.
Jan 15, 2011
Day 15: Conditioning: physical and spiritual
Jan 14, 2011
Day 14: Tasting recipes from Daniel's menu
The first dish was called White Beans and Sauteed Vegetables, but I substituted black beans for white beans. As I went to gather the ingredients to make this recipe, I could not find any carrots. I could not believe we were out of carrots. We always have carrots on hand. Having scoured the kitchen without luck, I gave up and left them out. In the next step, I fried the vegetables in our cast iron frying pan and, against the better judgement of the recipe's notes, used extra virgin olive oil instead of pure olive oil because we only had the best on hand. The recipe warned that using extra virgin olive oil for frying would make the product slightly bitter and should be reserved for drizzling and other finer tasks. After trying this recipe, I think I agree. Finally, I added the black beans. These dried out easily and didn't warm up much before beginning to shrivel. I think it would have been better to have had white beans to cook instead.
The second dish was Avocado Tomato dressing. I poured the ingredients into the blender and set it to spin. It is better to pulse this mixture because it doesn't blend well in the machine. The recipe called for a teaspoon of herb seasoning, which is not really that specific, so I took a look at the mixture in the blender and then at the spice rack. Italian seasoning seemed like it might be a good fit so I sprinkled it in.
After about a half hour in the kitchen, I set the two plates daintily on the table, said grace, and slowly tasted each dish.
At first, the black bean recipe was only okay. When I sprinkled a little bit of salt over it the dish moved up a notch. The beans were a little dried out from the cooking process, but chewing them they produced a delightful creamy sensation and their most prominent flavor was that of the olive oil.
Next came the salad. The dressing was quite fancy in appearance and was thicker than many other dressings. I pushed my fork through the orange-tan paste with its black flecks and sprinkling of red tomato seeds and listened as it crunched in my mouth. There was a nice slight lemony zest to it, but the most dominant flavor was the seasoning that made it taste like an Italian dressing.
On the whole, I'd say I like the salad better than the black beans, but the whole experience was enjoyable nevertheless.
Jan 13, 2011
Day 13: natural sores and cures
Usually, whenever it feels like someone has stuffed bubble wrap up inside the roof of my mouth, I eat some wheat germ. The vitamin E in wheat germ reduces for me any mouth sores such as cold sores and allergic oral reactions. However, I won't eat wheat or other grains as I've chosen to go beyond just avoiding leaven prducts (bread) because that would not be a big deal for me; I wanted to do something more. I do miss my wheat germ. On the other hand, I ate an apple and some pomegranate seeds which seems to have helped quite a bit. I never realized just how many facets of my life this fast would affect.
On the positive side , one of the wonderful effects I've noticed is an ability to hear God's voice more clearly. Though far from perfect, I'm discovering a certain clarity that is stronger than usual. As I journey onward, I hope to receive even more blessings while setting aside some of my wants.
Jan 12, 2011
Day 12: Past the half-way mark
- There are plenty of delicious options from only vegetation, and one can actually get filled up on them without relying on meats to do this job.
- Physically, I feel better than ever. I can stretch easily and my stamina has increased as well.
- When I draw close to God, he draws close to me. The deeper I dig, the more golden nuggets (of wisdom) I find. I knew this before, but it is worth mentioning.
- Abstaining from media has a liberating nature to it. I feel almost like I'm gaining part of my brain back that I didn't know I had let "turn to mush" as they say. Though at times inconvenient, I am learning to do without.
- Media fasting has brought my family together.
- Jesus is stronger than I am. I definitely need his grace, especially to do something like the three (or more) days normal fast again.